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Nov. 28th, 2012

cool yunnie

end of lawsuit

"I'm not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. I'm just tired. I'm tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I'm tired of holding on for nothing. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again."

Just because my bias is Yunho, doesn't mean I'm HoMin stand. I'm just simply supporting TVXQ as five. So until yesterday, i was enjoy listening TVXQ HoMin and JYJ because i still believed that somewhere in the future they will comeback as five together.
But, today what have i got??
I just got back from college, exhausted. I was checking my twitter before taking a nap, nothing's important. Then, two hours later: BANG!!! i lost my words while reading the news. I CRIED. It's so fucking hurt.

Seriously, i can't imagine when HoMin and JYJ standing in the same stage, both represent their own self. To tell you the truth, i sympathy -not pity- HoMin more. Why? because they still have to hold TVXQ name, sing their old song, and work harder to prove that they are capable and worth as duo. Despite people's opinion that Changmin only know how to scream and Yunho to dance, I think they succeed to broken their wrong assumption. Yunho is getting better to sing ("How can I" in KYHD is early evidence) and Changmin's solo dance in "Here I Stand" is so good. When they sing Wrong Number, Hey! Don't Bring Me Down, etc at their "Catch Me" tour, they look like putting a lot of effort to show that "yes, we can make it". Although, in my deepest heart, it so painful to see them like that.

HURT
DISAPPOINTMENT
ANGER
CONFUSION
INSECURITY

damn lawsuit.
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Sep. 10th, 2012

ocean selca

Late

Lately I was craving for yunjae fanfic, after searching in jaeho-detox, jaeho-plot, jaeho-complex, etc even in aff, i couldn't find any story that catch my eyes. Even if there is, the authors deleted their account or no longer visited their lj.
One time I read an announcement from one author, she said that she would deleted her account and wouldn't write any yunjae stories. The reason? She could'nt find any idea regarding yunjae pairing and tired to keep believing that their will comeback as five -as db5k-.
She isn't the only one, sometimes I read some fans blubbering about that issue.
Their post always make me regret one thing, why i was late?
Late to know them. Late to be a cassie.
Importantly, miss their moment as five...
       

Aug. 1st, 2012

ocean selca

SMTOWN INA confirmed?! for real??

smtown

As you can see from the snapshot I've got from MTVasia, SMTOWN live in Jakarta, Indonesia has been confirmed, although there is no confirmation from official SMTOWN until now. Moreover, there is rumor that said our TVXQ will not coming. OMG!!
Honestly, I hope that SMTOWN INA just a hoax or at least the rumor about TVXQ is true *please don't throw your shoes >.<*.
WHY?
You know, this is too sudden! The concert will be held in only next two months! Seriously, this is too much. Just FYI, Big Bang Alive concert in Jakarta is announced four months before the concert date, so i think the promoter give VIP enough time to prepare.
And what about us? as i said before: too sudden >.<
   
Actually, in my case this is not about money. The concert will be held on September 22, and I am still a medical student, so this is really difficult to take a leave from my lecture T^T. The lecture schedule isn't out yet, so I don't know I can make it or not...
*I remembered when last Super Junior and L'Arc~en~Ciel concert is held i was doing my exam T^T*   

just pray: hope there is no SMTOWN INA. Amiin...
T_____T 


(sorry for my really bad English)

Jul. 29th, 2012

ocean selca

yunho dancing with BoA


Yunho is so damn sexy!
When I watch "Only One" MV dance version I have wondered that it will indeed so good if Yunho dance with BoA,
and like a dream comes true, it happen!!
They were so good together!! (I have to admit, although i'm yunjae shipper >.<)
 

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Jul. 7th, 2012

ocean selca

welcoming my self :P

Well, this is my first post on lj, although I do not know how to use it *sigh*
Actually, I am interest to make this account cause i really really want to read yunjae & viewfinder ff without blocked by the author itself (due to f-lock or to join community first). 
So, here I am :D

(By the way, I will try my best to give a comment or review, cause that is just the way I respect the author ^^)